The blog of a Danish girl with too many thoughts.

Sorry, I’ve been MIA for a while now! My head has been so filled with exams and preparations for them :(

So far, I’ve gotten through 2 of them which leaves me with 7 to come. Horrible! But at least I feel like I can see a hint of light at the end of the tunnel now! And I’m sure that after my exam on Wednesday I’ll be feeling a lot better, cause I have exams on both Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday which means that after that there’s only 4 left! But until then, my life seems pretty sucky since it’s all about exams and being exhausted/nervous. Especially Wednesday’s exam is going to be horrible. It’s the math ORAL exam. Only 20 minutes of preparation so I’ll pretty much have to remember everything we’ve learned before the exam. But whatever, I don’t have any use for math anyways!

By the way, I totally forgot to talk about the 2 exams I went through this week. The first one was psychology. It went pretty well considering how bad I felt about it the night before. I was so sure I was going to fail and yeah, I pretty much felt like just staying away from it. But I actually ended up feeling like I pretty much did all that I could and I felt confident in there, so I couldn’t really ask for more of myself. I “only” got a 7 though (it’s the third highest grade, I guess it’s like a B in the US or something!) but I’m perfectly happy with that, so yeah, that one was definitely a success :)

Then there was the one on Friday. The Danish written exam. I don’t think it was the best assignment in the world and the texts were lame but again, I felt like I did my best and if it’s no good then it’s just too bad. I really feel like I couldn’t have done more, so no matter what happens I’ll be happy. So again, success! I just hope the next ones will be the same way!

I feel like this blog is getting a bit rambly (which I’m pretty sure is not even a word). But anyways, the exams next week are: written English, written math and oral math. The first one I’m not too worried about, the next one slightly more and the last one: CHOKE!

But I should probably go now. And sorry that my blogs are so few and very exam-oriented these days! It will get better once the exams are over and my life starts again, ha ha :P

My MacBook broke. Or something like that. So now it’s at some place far away getting fixed. Oh, how I already miss my little baby so much. And yes, I do actually have some sort of maternal feelings towards my computer. It’s one of the most important things in my life. Pretty sad, I know, but that’s how it is people! The internet is the shit! So I don’t have a computer at the moment. But wait a minute, how am I writing this then? I’m sitting in our kitchen, using my parents old Windows computer. And I’m already feeling a bit insane because OH MY GOD, how can a computer be so slow and make so much noise?! It’s truly insane. But I’ll put myself through just about anything to be on the internet.

But obviously, I won’t be blogging much until I get my baby back. And you know what? Today was the last day of school this year. What the hell am I gonna do this intire Christmas break without my computer? I’m gonna be bored to death. I’m generally in a very bad mood these days. My life is so depressing sometimes. But I won’t get into that, it’ll just bore the shit out you.

I’m gonna go now. But just one more thing: FUCK YOU CHINA! It’s your fucking fault that nothing good’s gonna come out of this whole climate conference. You can’t expect us (that being all the rich countries) to pay a whole lot of money to you and then not make sure you’re using them right. People are so fixed on money and power, it’s so gross.

Ok, so I’m gonna try this whole blogging thing again. But first, I think I should explain why I stopped in the first place.

Back in the good old days when I blogged a lot, I was going through a lot of tough things in my off-screen life. And you could probably say that since my life sucked a lot, I escaped to the internet where my life was pretty darn good. I had loads of friends online, lots of visitors on my site, subscribers on youtube etc. And so I spent all my time on the internet because my life on there was so much better. And yes, that really is sad. But luckily, my off-screen life is pretty good right now and has been for the last two years or so. Therefore, I discovered that I didn’t really have the time and energy for web designing and blogging anymore, and really, I just didn’t have the need to do it anymore. And so I stopped. But now I find myself missing it a lot and that’s why I’m now giving it a try again. Of course I can’t promise anything, but I really do miss it and I’ll try my best to keep this blog alive.

But as you can see, it’s a lot more simple now. I simply don’t have the time or creativity to make big layouts and lots of content for my site anymore so I’m trying out wordpress, which I so far am enjoying very much. And also, my blogs are obviously written in English now. That’s because I wanted a change and I generally prefer English over Danish (I know that’s a terrible thing to say, but it’s the truth :b). And yeah, there really isn’t a good explanation for that, it just felt right.

But anyways, I’m back. Or at least I think so. And I hope there will be just a few people who will enjoy my blogs. But don’t get scared off by this long boring one. It’s a one time thing y’all! See you :)