The blog of a Danish girl with too many thoughts.

I’m so sorry that I’ve been totally MIA for so long now, but so much has happened.
Basically, my grandpa got admitted to the hospital just a few days after we got home from Germany. For over a year, he’s been battling leukemia on one of the earliest stages and for a long time it looked like it wasn’t going to progress into something, but then it did start escalating in the beginning of the summer. Everything got worse as he had some bleedings in his head, which meant that he couldn’t see properly or talk right. And meanwhile, the chemo didn’t work, so the leukemia just got worse and worse. And yeah, I’m not really into telling a more detailed version of everything, because it really hurts. But anyways, he died last week! :( That was definitely one of the worst days of my life, but as it couldn’t be any different, I’m glad it happened like it did. We were all there around him, holding his hands and he slowly stopped breathing just as the sun was setting. But my heart hurts so much these days and I miss him more than words can describe already.
I don’t feel like thinking any more about it right now, so I’m just gonna leave this blog as it is – ending it with a promise of more blogs to come in the future..

Ok, so I’m gonna try this whole blogging thing again. But first, I think I should explain why I stopped in the first place.

Back in the good old days when I blogged a lot, I was going through a lot of tough things in my off-screen life. And you could probably say that since my life sucked a lot, I escaped to the internet where my life was pretty darn good. I had loads of friends online, lots of visitors on my site, subscribers on youtube etc. And so I spent all my time on the internet because my life on there was so much better. And yes, that really is sad. But luckily, my off-screen life is pretty good right now and has been for the last two years or so. Therefore, I discovered that I didn’t really have the time and energy for web designing and blogging anymore, and really, I just didn’t have the need to do it anymore. And so I stopped. But now I find myself missing it a lot and that’s why I’m now giving it a try again. Of course I can’t promise anything, but I really do miss it and I’ll try my best to keep this blog alive.

But as you can see, it’s a lot more simple now. I simply don’t have the time or creativity to make big layouts and lots of content for my site anymore so I’m trying out wordpress, which I so far am enjoying very much. And also, my blogs are obviously written in English now. That’s because I wanted a change and I generally prefer English over Danish (I know that’s a terrible thing to say, but it’s the truth :b). And yeah, there really isn’t a good explanation for that, it just felt right.

But anyways, I’m back. Or at least I think so. And I hope there will be just a few people who will enjoy my blogs. But don’t get scared off by this long boring one. It’s a one time thing y’all! See you :)